13th April 2026 - Get a diary (and other updates).

I wrote down a few things that I considered posting here, but I decided against it since they were too personal and not relevant. However, I did feel lighter afterwards and decided to get a diary.

I'm going out a lot more now. I'm also meditating more often, nothing formal, just lying down and staring at the ceiling. It feels nice.

I craved approval and being liked because I associated that with safety and protection, so I have psychological work to do on myself.

I'm also looking for a part-time job, preferably in government or non-profit.

I reconnected with some old friends of mine. It's nice to have people to talk to. Self-exile isn't healthy in the long term.